Day 361: If you won the lottery, honestly, how would you spend the money?

Day 362: what is the biggest lie you’ve ever told. Why’d you tell it?

Day 363: do you know what your first post on tumblr was?

yup, scrolled through my archives just for this

Day 364: have you changed much in the past year?

tons and tons :)

Day 365: look back to your first post of this challenge, asking ‘Post a picture of yourself and tell us your hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 Days’ did you achieve any of these goals? And post a picture.

fak u, i didn’t do this over a whole year because i’m a cheap skate rofl

Day 346: what are your favorite types of shoes? Why?

flats. because fuck you

Day 347: are you getting bored of this challenge?

Day 348: what’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve done lately?

Day 349: what’s the way to win your heart?

hahaha this is always such a strange question. because different people “win my heart” in different ways. let’s just say that as it stands, my heart is unavailable in a sense.

Day 350: do you have any hard, life-changing choices to make, anytime soon?

already done.

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Day 336: Describe the worst day of your life

i have had a lot of very bad days hahaha. must i really go through them again? days like when someone i considered my best friend betrayed my trust and threw my love back in my face. putting down LB. when my dad died. waking up with EMTs in my room because i’d just had a seizure. blahblahblah

Day 337: Describe the best day of your life

graduation was awesome. that one summer day when the trees were vibrant green… *sigh*, so, so many nights with my askblog friends, and even MORE of the very very late night with a certain one~, going to the beach… just so many good days ^_^

Day 338: Your opinion on gay marriage

Day 339: Five positive traits you have

1. i am empathic
2. compassionate
3. honest
4. loving to those i trust
5. very, VERY loyal

Day 340: Five negative traits you have

1. when i get angry, i get very destructive
2. my honesty overrides my ability to be comforting
3. i can be pushy when i sense something is wrong (though sometimes a lot of you NEED a push so rofl)
4. i am lazy
5. i’m a little naive sometimes still rofl

Day 331: Your favorite music

really great stuff. look up my youtube playlists

Day 332: Your favorite movies

memoirs of a geisha, district 9, the …… haven’t i answered this before? the lion king, blahblbhablhblahbalbh LOTS OF MOVIES THAT ARE WONDERFUL AND GREAT

Day 333: Where you want to be in ten years

happy!

Day 334: What you want from a relationship

intimacy and a deep connection/bond. really good sex. and someone i can share myself with :)

Day 335: Which fictional character are you most like?

http://www.christinefeehan.com/dark_peril/index.php

i am a LOT like solange… i read this last year and my heart almost burst because just…. she reminded me so much of myself it was fucking frightening

Day 326: Have you read HP? Did you like it? Yes no why

my 5th grade teacher read us the first two books, but i’ve never read them myself.

have seen both of the last movies though. awww yeah context clues

Day 327: Have you read the twilight saga? Did you like it? Yes, no why?

Day 328: A book you recommend? Why?

When She Woke by Hilary Jordan. 

it will fucking make you THINK.

Day 329: Ten Things that make you angry

1. when computers decide to troll me and make me angry and not cooperate with my DEMANDS
2. getting trolls in solo queue
3. my stomach
4. those days where i hate everything i own and can’t find a decent outfit
5. those days where i want to fucking touch myself but i can’t cause i’m not anywhere home WHICH WILL BE LIKE… UNTIL JUNE 5TH OR SO FOR ME
6. people who don’t use tongue when kissing, like really kissing. come on now. i wanna make out, not just sit here pressing lips together
7. when people think they can lie to me.
8. when my phone randomly shuts off when i’m trying to text hahahaha
9. not having money!
10. bitches

Day 330: Ten things that make you happy

1. you
2. really weird, silly jokes
3. hugs
4. kissing
5. the beach
6. sunshine
7. falling asleep while it’s raining
8. cuddling with someone SPECIAL
9. kilts
10. PATRICK’S VOICE lmfao 

btw i am doing this at 4am and have been scheduling these posts so my answers are going to probably start getting weird here in a bit

and i don’t even care :D

Day 321: Worst book you have read. Explain why it is the worst

GREAT EXPECTATIONS. OH MY GOD THAT BOOK IS SO FUCKING LONG AND BORING GSJGJFSFJKFSFSKFKFSK:LSKFS:LFS AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Day 322: A book you are willing to read, why.

ummm. i don’t know! recommend me one :D

Day 323: Your favorite quote of any of the books you have read

“everything is energy”

Day 324: Which book you want-need to be made into a movie?

i KIND of want christine feehan’s Dark series to be made into movies but i know they will horribly fail trying to find real life men to play the parts of the Carpathians in her novels. *melts thinking about them*

Day 325: Favorite character of any book.

hmm… Dmitri though he hasn’t had his own novel come out yet, but the peek we got of him in Dark Celebration just drove me insane. he sounded so fucking sexy. out of the Carpathians i HAVE read about… i think razvan from Dark Slayer as well as Vikirnoff from Dark Demon.

oooo lawdy *fans self*

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Day 316: What is your definition of the word love? Talk about 3 things you love.

ah, love. the one thing that can do so so many different things and heal so much in this world <3 love invigorates you. it inspires you. it fills you up and holds you through some of the darker times in your life. not just romantic love either, but ALL love. as long as it is genuine it really is one of the strongest things a human being can have within them. love is something i am damn glad i can experience as deeply as i do.

three things i love? my friends. my last post yelled about it but i will yell about it more because it’s such a wonderful thing. i love you guys, i love that you guys don’t judge me and don’t mock me for being me. i love that i can trust so many of you and open up to you without a lot of fear <3

i love sunny days. and i love making people laugh and smile :)

Day 317: Your fears?

hm, i guess i am a little afraid still of being intimate with someone. my last relationship was… very strange and out of that i ended up feeling that way about intimacy. i’m afraid to be vulnerable with someone like that

Day 318: Are you happy with how you look?

sure. why not :p

Day 319: If you could, would you rather live in the early 1900’s?

nah. i’d shoot more for hm… 1400s-1500s. DEM CORSETS MAN. DEM CORSETS

Day 320: Favorite book. Explain why you like it

i don’t have just ONE favourite book… hmm but i suppose any of christine feehan’s Dark series or Sisters of the Heart series rank waaaay up there.

especially Spirit Bound. oh my god, that book fucked with my emotions in such a good way

Day 311: Is there drama in your life just now with friends and/or family? Write about it.

as far as i know, i don’t believe so.

Day 312: What are you grateful for?

my askblogger friends. i love the fuck out of you guys and I WILL TELL YOU THAT A LOT BECAUSE YOU NEED TO BE REMINDED OF MY INTENSE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE.

i’m grateful for a certain someone who has reminded me of happiness, too. i have no idea what will come out of you and i but regardless… i am seriously, seriously grateful that you’ve shown me real happiness again. <3

that and i’m damn glad i can call you a friend, also regardless of what may or may not happen. you’re pretty awesome, man ;)

and i’m grateful for really delicious food. and being a girl because sex = awesome. deal with it

Day 313: Write about how you do your makeup/hair. Why do you do it that way?

wow, this is a boring question. i’ll just use a picture

please excuse my duck face. i was rather drunk in this picture. anyway, that is how i do my makeup and i do it because it makes my eyes look amazing. and as for my hair, depends. sometimes i pin it back because fuck bangs. sometimes i leave the bangs down cause i look kawaii~*~*~, and other times i straighten it because i love straight hair

Day 314: Write about your ideal partner in detail. Does your crush match the criteria? If no, talk about that.

why the fuck do you. STOP IT. GOD. anyway, i don’t have an “ideal” partner. i’ve liked a VARIETY of different types of people in my life. though a lot of what i look for now is if you play league or not. seriously. LMFAO. i like dorky, cute guys too. i believe i am well over that arrogant asshole guy phase of my life, so lame. real men are sweethearts :p so anyway. go to hell <3 i like who i like.

Day 315: What is your definition of the word hate? Talk about 3 things you hate.

hatred is … one of the worst feelings ever i believe. nothing good comes out of hatred… it only creates more negativity and more problems.

i don’t think i HATE a lot of things… i guess lying is one of them. i know no one likes a liar but i legit hate when people lie to me, even about small things. i find it so terribly offensive. i’m a strong woman, i can handle the truth.